I hate the feeling of lip gloss.
The grainy, sticky ooze dyed synthetic pinks and reds,
The corn syrup consistency smacks when I speak—
So I keep my mouth shut.
I cringe to apply mascara, this thick gunk
That turns my soft lashes to dark rigid twigs,
The globs between them that stick and pull when I blink—
So I keep my eyes closed.
I struggle to squeeze into the jeans that all seem to come
In the size “extra-extra tight”, denim boa constrictors
That cut off my circulation when I bend my knee—
So I sit still.
I am this statue, silent and frozen,
And apparently,
That makes me beautiful.
You seem to be moving toward the gender project here, continuing to pursue these questions. This poem seems the antithesis to the one below (which I love) in the way it shows the trappings of femininity as silencing mask. Your use of simile & metaphor stand out in both- 'eyelashes as sticks' has a visceral quality.
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